Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Zoey's surgery is tomorrow.
My beautiful Grandchildren. Wish I had them in my arms right now!
Work was very busy last night. Very ill patients so the night just flew. One more to go and them some time off. I will be grateful as my back is out right now and I really need to rest it.
My BIL is coming over to eat tonight. I am glad I will only be here a short time. I am not sure why I let him get to me but he does. I should just let the past be behind us and wait to see if he comes across for Betty. He is in a bad spot right now and who am I to judge how he handles stress. I am not handling stress as good as I used to. I just don't feel like I can trust him. Plus he has been in lots of therapy over the years for his drinking and drunks and just all his emotional problems. Every time he is here he tried that phyco-babble on me. Well why DO you think you reacted that way Sis....... Uh, because I am a bitch and proud of it I want to reply, LOL. Don't know why it bothers me but it does and as he would say, then it is YOUR problem, and he would be right, LOL.
Zoey has surgery in the morning. I have to find a way to mark all her lumps so they don't miss any. He said red lipstick....not on MY carpet, excuse me. So we will have to find something else to use. I told my husband to get some whiteout. I am so nervous and will be very happy when it is over. I hope she isn't is too much pain.
Well, my men just came home so I will close. Take care all.
OK, just got done giving Zoey a bath and getting the toxic white out off her. What now. I guess we try to shave her, that should be fun. He wants all the lumps marked so they make sure and not miss any.
Posted by Julie at 1:10 PM