Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Back to work
Well I took a pain pill before bed last night as my leg was throbbing and slept like a queen. Which is good as I have lots to do today. I have a few things to get listed today and I have a few things to mail. Much to my dismay I am feeling tight in my chest already this morning. Checked the weather and the humidity level is way up. Maybe that is why my asthma is acting up? My chest feels achy and sore like it does after I have a bad attack. Its like trying to breath with your chest encased in cement. I just can't get the air in and more I struggle, the worse it gets. Rick keeps telling me not to get dependent on my inhaler but hey, guess what? I am dependent on it.....for a deep breath, for air air air. Gosh. And check out my bruise from the IV.
I know stress can bring on attacks. Now yesterday I wasn't feeling stressed that I know of. I had a really good meditation set, my MIL is feeling fair. I was off work and got to talk to my sister in Hawaii. I was working on the pretty flower pictures minding my own business when I started have trouble breathing. My calf as been hurting since last week and to top it off I got a charlie horse in it the other day so it was pretty sore and I was taking it easy on it. It really was without any warning when this attack came on. I wasn't using any bleach, cleaning out my tub, nothing. So I don't know. I have 2 ways I handle stress, deal with it head on or tuck in way back in a corner of my mind so I don't have to think about it all the time. Maybe it wasn't as tucked back as I thought.
Thursday Zoey gets her sutures out. We are more then ready for that as every time we pet her we hit one accidentally. They will take out the lump on here head at that time and tell us the final report. I can get some more of my questions answered then that I couldn't think of to ask him at the time. Like how serious is this cancer. I know that sounds dumb but maybe it is one that grows really really slow or not at all once they remove it. I can hope, right!
My BIL is still doing his thing. He has completely gone through my MIL's house. Every closet, every drawer. He is driving her car all over. I told her to make sure he is insured. But he is cooking meals for her and planting her flowers. He is messy which drives her nuts. I am just trying to get along so my MIL isn't stressing about it. I don't want her in the middle.
Well, enough of putting off work. Time to get my pictures fixed and listed. Take care all.
May your tires always be round and full and your muscles strong like steel.
Posted by Julie at 7:29 AM