Monday, November 5, 2007
My days seem long, but boring. I would rather be strolling along the path above. Oh well, time enough to do that. I was reading through my journal from last year looking for my white chili recipe. What a difference a year has made. I need to get back into that mindset of dieting and being happy go lucky. Gee, I used to have a sense of humor!
Today I stayed with my MIL while Rick did some things here that needed to be done to get ready for, horrors, winter. My MIL is much weaker, but true to how she has always been is extremely weak especially while your there. She needs maximum help to get her feet in bed and get out bed when I am downstairs. When I was upstairs cleaning up she pops and goes into the kitchen for a muffin. Hummmmmm. I told her to not wear us out too soon as she was going to need us for real in the future, but she just grinned.
She is talking alot about dying and getting close to the end. I think she is depressed. Upset BIL hasn't called in over 3 weeks and tired of the same boring routine. Not so bored she wants to go for a ride or do anything different, just bored. Still not having pain much, just occasionally. Thats good.
For supper I made beef stroganoff. You know what? Cooking is not all its made up to be. I don't mind cooking so much as thinking about what to cook. I want to be a chief. Have someone else do all the chopping and cleaning. Then I might like to cook. Who knows.
Well, I have to make this short. I still can't find my white chili recipe. Darn. I plan on having it for supper and I love the recipe I have. I know it in my archives somewhere. Ta all.
Posted by Julie at 7:15 PM